당신 사랑

당신은 나의 생활을 착색한다

당신은 나의 생활을 착색한다
사랑해요, 각 방법으로. 1314년

Thursday, December 17, 2009

for you my love shall never fade

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

my



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a heart that carries a millions of burdens around the world
will soon to falter like withered rose
its like life withiin a barrier.
iit's limited and weak.

just a little longer, stay


for a little longer please stay
don't falter ``goodbye`` you said



what can i do to make you stay? what can i give to you to make you mine once again? i'll take the moon and grab the stars and place them in your pocket. so everytime u want to make a wish just take them out and think of me.

its always the same no matter what i say, you will go soon anyways. so all i can say and left to do. is say goodbye and wave to you. come back soon to visit , at the mean time. stay longer by the exit..=(

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you, and I wish upon a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too.

Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.

Everyone says that love hurts, but that's not true. Loneliness hurts. rejection hurts. losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again.

I love you so much that at times I cannot look at you for fear that I might faint or die or wake up.

No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man who is, he'll never make you cry.


The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn’t want to be held on to.

of all the ways you hurt me; I think the worst was when you stood up and asked her to dance to our song.


When you are in love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams.

Love me when I least deserve it, because that’s when I really need it


"Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart."


The worst thing to confront is to watch the person you love loving someone else!


I'm gonna love you up and love you down i'd cross the world just to hear your sound

Love makes life so confusing, but without love would you really want to live?


The worst thing of love is you trying to confess your love to the one you love,but u worry of his/her rejection,so in the end u just sit quietly there and gaze at that person,unitl she/he realizes that you had fell in love with them


If you asked me how many times you have crossed my mind, I would say once, because you never really left…



Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her!




I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.


The hottest love has the coldest end

Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one.


True love begins when nothing is looked for in return


Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.


For every word you say, another piece of my heart you take


He taught me how to love, but not how to stop.


Love is a language spoken by everyone, but understood only by a heart.


All life is just a progression toward, and then a recession from, one phrase—`I love you.


Loved you once, you loved me not, I love you twice but I forgot. You never loved me and you never will, but, even so, I love you still

I always knew I would look back on my crying and laugh, but I never thought I would look back on my laughter and cry.


Nothing can change what you mean to me There's a lot that I want to say But just hold me for this moment, 'Cause our love will light the way


roses are red. violets are blue. Love never crossed my mind until the day i met you.


Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it.


Any guy can love a thousand girls...but only a rare guy can love one girl in a thousand ways


To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world



Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same.


Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back...don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours


How do you move on? You move on when your heart finally understands that there is no turning back.


If God is the DJ, then Life is the dance floor. Love is the rhythm, and You are the music.



if you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours. If it doesnt, it was never yours.



when you say you LOVE someone, make sure that your spelling is correct. because if you're going to browse a dictionary, luv.lav.lab.lub. means NOTHING.


if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death of self? Why?The answer is so simple cause it’s…LOVE.


They said that if you are unable to sleep, it's because there's someone thinking about you...surely that person misses you. That's why if you can't sleep, sorry, I can't help it.


The best thing about me is you.


Love is like playing the piano, first you must learn to play by the rules, then you forget the rules and play from your heart


you are my sun, you are my moon,I will be with you till your last afternoon


Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love. How on earth can you explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love? Put your hand on a stove for a minute and it seems like an hour. Sit with that special boy/girl for an hour and it seems like a minute. That's relativity.


A kiss, when all is said, what is a kiss? It is an oath of allegiance taken at a closer proximity. A promise more precise. A seal upon a confession. The red dot upon the I of loving. Instances of eternity, murmuring like a bee. A balmy communication with the sweet scent of flowers, that elects the mouth to the ears. It is a passion of inhaling each others heart, each others& soul, and each others& lips.



And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you.

It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else, but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.



Just because somebody doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.



I self destruct every relationship so that i don't get hurt... but in truth i just hurt myself worse in the long run..


By following my heart I came to you, I only forgot to take something back with me. For my thoughts are still with you.





I close my eyes and all i see is you.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

-hope iis a paper boat that sinks. what's me without u?...

깊어가

can you feel my love?

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

선곡표

Stay 이 밤이 깊어가지만

부디 안녕이라고 말하지마

그댄 어떤가요

이밤에 끝을 잡고 싶은데

그건 절대 안돼나요

난 그대 원하고 원망하죠

이별 택시를 타고

어서 아리요 잘가요

let me say goodbye

거리에서 혼자 남은 한 남자

사랑한단 말 그 거짓말에

한숨만 늘어가네

다신 사랑안해



남자답게 이젠 널 지우려해

다시 마주치지말자 난 행복해

근데 사랑은 향기를 남기고가

벌써 그녀가 너무 보고 싶다

정말 사랑했나봐

그래 너의 뒤에서 후회한다

친구라도 될껄 그랬어

사랑하긴 했던걸까

장난이었던건 아닐까

우리가 노래하던 이별 얘기들이

가사처럼 기억도 잊혀져갔다



다시 사랑한다 말할까

사랑할수록 멀어져간 사람아

아무리 생각해도

난 너를 사랑해 그리고 생각해

너를 위해 천일동안

이별이 오지못하게

내 눈물 모아 살다가

사랑하는 왜

내 남은 사랑을 위해

벌써 일년 사랑하기 때문에

아름다운 이별

그대만 있다면 행복한 나를

다 줄거야 사랑은 아름다운 날들

사랑했잖아 뭐를 잘못한거니

너의 집 앞에서 발걸음 덩그러니

바람이 분다 전부 너였다

한장의 추억 사진을 보다가

기억속으로 가만히 눈을 감고

어제처럼 또 한번 사랑은 가고

기억에서 멀어진

너의 모습을 찾을수 있었지

널 잊을수 없어

날 보낼수 없어

이렇게도 사랑하긴 했던걸까

장난이었던건 아닐까

니가 노래하던 이별 얘기들이

가사처럼 기억도 잊혀져갔다

사랑하긴 했던걸까

장난이었던건 아닐까

니가 노래하던 이별 얘기들이

가사처럼 기억도 잊혀져갔다

요즘 랩들을 만날 노래가 없어

마음속에 담을만한 가사가 없어

그대가 떠났기 때문에

세상이 변했기 때문에

요즘엔 들을만한 노래가 없어

마음속에 담을만한 가사가 없어

그대가 떠났기 때문에

세상이 변했기 때문에




xiimo♥

Monday, November 30, 2009

Yeah, love is pain.
Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people.
One's old flame. Just scream my name.
And I'm so sick of love songs.
Yeah, I hate them damn love songs.
Momentos of ours

Late night, you come with the falliing rain my mind begins to stir with the wet memories.
Even if I swear to myself I can live without you.
But I can't help it.
I fill my heart with achohol,
but I still feel empty.
The days without you feel so long.
I beg heaven to please erase you.(It's all a lie.)
Without you I can't smile, tears don't even form.
I don't want to live anymore.
It's wrong, it pisses me off.
I feel like I'm going crazy thinking about you.
I can't see you even if I want to.
It's over, I'll be right there

I'm so sorry, but I love you.
It's a lie.I didn't know,
I know now that I need you.
I'm so sorry but I love you.
I said things out of anger and without me knowing I had to let you leave.
I'm so sorry, but I love you.It's all a lie.I'm so sorry, but I love you
I'm so sorry, but I love you.Can I forget it all slowly?
So I can be hurt


The song I put my everything into and sung for you.[People probably don't know.]
Alone, without anyone knowing.Yeah, the lies I made.
I've been left alone, keep roaming with the loneliness.
The note for seperation crumbled in my pocket.Where are you?
The habit of calling you.I want to change.I want to laugh everything over.


Hope everything's a dream.
For being able to do only this.
I still can't forget you.
No, even eventually, even after death.
Has the scar I gave you healed?
I'm sorry for not being able to anything for you

Sunday, November 29, 2009

我们相爱就是幸福

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure ofI'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure ofI'll never ask for more than your love.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

cso tour 22.11.09 photos

XMii-Kiimo
A.K.A Xiimo



mimie_rokers.XMii-Kiimo


NcJie.XMii-Kiimo


xXRainbowXx.XMii-Kiimo


mimie_rokers.XMii-Kiimo



Mimie_rokers.XMii-Kiimo

XMii-Qiimo. XMii-Kiimo


NcJie.XMii-Kiimo

NcJie.XMii-Kiimo



XMii-Qiimo.XMii-Kiimo.xXRainbowXx


xmll-Kiimo.XMii-Kiimo.[Alonez]Cool



Here are some of the photos taken during the CSO tournament on the 22/11/09
i had a great time even though we didnt make it coz i didnt take it seriously :).. anyways it was funny ,but the reason i went there wasn't to win nor to lose, i only particitpated just to meet up with the real life cso players and so far i managed to meet up with my friends cso gor gor hihiboy, NeosonBlitzz, Cso-Wangzi,Huahua, Ncjie, xXrainbowXx , Madness-ppl, alonez cool and xmll kiimo aka kamwai..also i managed to met up with one of my clan members xmii-Oiimo
and he was so CUTE xD....
horhor?.. kakaz..
anyways i didnt managed to take photo with my frenz from alonez coz they were buzy aiiiks
bt anyways i will miss them and it was great meeting them in real life

next year i will be participating in the coming tournament and this time i'm not going to go easy even if its a kid..
was nice meet u all :D...
See you guys again in the coming tour
013. 013 . 013 . 013

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

i don't wanna bother you
but i want you to know
how i feel. . .

Why?.

??

i love you still
do you?

비 통 한

진한 파란색 하늘, 하늘 신선한 공기는, 새 날아가고 나는 시간을 봤다,
1. 2. 3. 4. 5.
나가 이번에를 전부 기다리고 있는 무엇이라고, 마지막으로,
당신의 음성을 들을 것을 당신이 보는 것은,
나머지에 나의 심혼을 놓는 유일한 사람 지금 막 이었다.
i' 나가 당신을 만날 이래로 없어 당신.
우리가 말하기 시작할 이래로 당신 사랑.
시간은 어디로에 갔는가? 저이라고 잊혀진 당신이 있었다?.
또는 다른 소녀를 들어왔다 전망, 당신 이다 나의 없는 수수께끼, 저를 완료하는 것,
colour.i를 가진 나의 생활을 사랑한 당신을, 나 항상 그리는 것 했다. 저에게 돌아오는.

The dark blue sky, the sky fresh air, the birds flew by and i watched the time,
1. 2. 3. 4. 5.
Finally, what i have been waiting for all this time,
was just to see you, to hear your voice the only person that sets my heart at rest. i've been missing you ever since i met you. loving you ever since we started talking. where did the time go to? had you forgotten me?. or did another girl came in view, you are my missing puzzle, the one that completes me, the one that paints my life with colour.i loved you, i always did.
come back to me.. .



the day you left me
the day u stopped talking to me
the day i was all alone
left me talking to my own thoughts

its been 6 months together
-happy moments, but we were living a long distance relationship..
-i missed you, i always thought of you. . .
-Did you feel the same way too?
-you said you were going to come in the late 2 months time.
-i love you
-i need you

its been 5 months apart
-when my eyes are open, tears gather
-when my eyes were closed, they seem to flow down without hesitation
-i cry in my sleep when i dream of you
-i cry when i am awake staring at the ceiling thinking of you
-its been 5 months and i couldn't find you, you didn't even find me.
-but the tears i cried were just air.
-ever since u left, i carried no emotions
-my heart became weak
-whenever i laughed it hurt so much
-because without u i deserved no happiness..
-even now i still love you, why doesn't that feeling change?
-Does yours feel the same?. . . .
-even during the exam, all i could do was think of you you you
-i was waiting for you the whole way.

finally i found you, but i could see that you regained back your heart
did you forget me :)
should i find you?.
-and crash your heart? and trouble you?
or should i just watch from afar
-and see your lovely smile. . .


붙들 것이다 특별한 손을 비치하기 위하여
to have a special hand to hold

나는 나의 손을 온난한 다시 원한다.
i want my hands to be warm again.

당신은 나의 없는 수수께끼이었다
you were my missing puzzle

아기
baby

사랑해요 순전히
i love you so much

저에게 돌아오는
come back to me.

또는 누군가는 하기 위하여 다만 저에게 무엇을 말할 수 있다.
or can someone just tell me what to do. .

생활 등을 맞댄 저를 데려오십시오
bring me back to life

나의 사랑은 언다
my love is frozen





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xiimoisafool.☺

Saturday, November 14, 2009

xiimo's 마지막.




























m a z e 미로 . .

Three blind mice as we're lost in the maze route, lookin' for the easiest possible way out.
Day in and day out, you run into a closed road. turning into old folk, chasing after rose gold.
What they don't know is that it belongs to a fool.
Choosing wants over needs, singing songs of a mule.
Carrying their burdens when you barely know the person,
And that is the difference between a pharaoh and a servant.
I choose to serve no man no one.
At the same time avoiding all of earth's landmines.
You step in it and you blow up,
You exit or you grow up, or get locked up.
The pigs catch ya eating donuts.
But i'd rather rhyme bars than sit behind bars.
How can a prison cell contain this shining bright star.
They have no idea what i could do in a minute's time.
Break down the walls of the maze and run through the finish line.

Life is like a maze... when i'm flippin through the pages.


It's high definition black and white.
Is it digital, analog, wack or tight?
It's stressful wishing sacrifice, and the list goes on. it's the facts of life.
East coast ettiquite, west coast slang.
Peace we'll never get if shit don't change.
Do you play with the majors or go independent?
Gotta stay paid but i'm broke like a peasant.
Love, sex, greed, addictions. what's next?
Need directions. there's nobody left to follow.
Wallow in my sorrow for a hollow tomorrow.
Life is like a maze, try to keep track of the days that take us from place to place.
Awaken and face-to-face.
Too many choices, possibilities, indecision is killing me.
And if you lend a helping hand, then i will follow willingly

Flip through fashion magazines, cop a swag or lean.
When nothing's goin 'smooth', rub a little vaseline.
Do an online, offline, frontline search. either quench or confine your columbine thirst. cuz you wanna fit in...
And find a perfect 'match' to set your heart in flames. you wanna be a catch.
Catch-22, catch the flu, catchphrase.
By any means necessary in this rat's maze.
It's a black haze muddle, a rainy day puddle...
Life is gonna wet ya, get ya in a muzzle.
A struggle to survive, a huddle nine to five with no quarterback.
Change? you won't even get a quarter back.
It's a murder fact, reality kills. call your doctor now for your reality pills.
Chill, but still worry... a bug's goin' around.
Cuz life is like your homie, it's 'holdin' u down'.


☻Xiimo

부서지는 미소

This emptiness is eating me up alive
This guilt is ripping me up to bits
This despair and sadness is driving me insane
This hope i always believed in just sank like a paper boat

never thought that i would fall in love
as it all started from just a simple crush
as i thought i could find someone ,
a guy i could trust, but i guess that wasn't enough
Bitter and sweet,
that is how its supposed to be.

From day to day,
night to night,
my hands were never warm
but remained icy cold.

my smile was never sincere,
my smile never reasoned anymore
its just something i plaster on to hide this emptiness
my eyes lost its sight to the one who broke my heart
my hearings became deaf , as your sweet voice pierces it with lies and betrayal
my dreams, my hopes shattered like a broken tea cup only revealing the spilled mess
my heart became black and was stripped away of emotions and reasons
now i remain a defect, an unfinished experiment , an unwanted substance
A Puzzle that has lost its missing piece. .

To love
is to either break someone's heart
or get yours broken; badly

not to love
is to either feel empty but safe
or to envy others.

as i looked backed into my past memories
i have noticed i had broken so many's heart
due to the insufficient time i can spend with them
long distance, too busy, or either i got cheated..
remaining and standing as a solo
u share no pain with anyone else but bears with it alone

for this i will go all the way around.

after work, it was around 12am i supposed?
i was dead tired yet i needed to take a stroll and inhale in fresh air.
it wasn't cold it was warm.
but i was always feeling icy cold.
even under the hot beating sun. as my friends lay a finger on me.
they jerk off and said i just came out from a freezer.
as i walked to the park
i sat on the swing
it was dark and gloomy with just a pinch of dark blue liight.
i stared up and settled my eyes at the sky
isn't it nice and vast, i wish i could settle myself in the dark
i won't have to hide because i can't be seen anymore.
i ziipped up my hoodie and took my hands out from my pocket and looked at my palms
they were pale like white and icy cold. i do not get it. .
its so warm yet i am so cold, yet i get constant fevers.
and when i laugh. my heart aches, like i do not deserve to laugh
i stared back into the dark sky and i say a big glitter,
a star. . its so rare to see in KL .. The city of Mirror, the city of heat. The city of light
where there is no night. .
lovely.
a star that every kid wishes upon on.
i closed my eyes and made a wish.
i wished my brother Frank would suceed in life
i wished my existense was never true.
i want to dissapear.

as i close my eyes i see nothing but pain
pain directed to smiles
The stress the pressure. everyone giving to me
i can take it. is that enough?..
my limit is coming near.
i wish to dissapear soon.


i wish i was blind
i wouldn't have to see the sufferings brought to my sights

i wish i was death
all these arguements screams and hurtful words wont be brought to my ears

i wish i couldn't talk
i can shut Up the whole life till the day it comes i close my eyes; forever

i wish i was senseless
when They beat me, The bullies , my parents i wouldn't feel a thing .
i would just bleed and die without pain


i owe many apologies to so many people
to the ones i have hurt.
but haven't you thought that before it was my doing
u started and ignited the fire first?
u caused me double damage.
now i'm broken.

이 손은 얼음 감기이다. 붙들기 위하여 누구의 손이 의미되었는가?


부서지는 미소
Broken Smiiles

Xiimo

Monday, November 9, 2009

i miss u ...

i lay on my bed
questioning my thoughts and answers
reliving my past years memories
then it hit me.

and image that flashed back in my mind
as tears flowed down..
i wondered and asked

how are you
how is it like up there?
when will you come back
why was life so short for you
why did you had to go
do you miss us?
we are all waiting..
for the chance to reunite again..

****

it was around 8pm-10pm if i wasn't mistaken
me and my brother , Frank was watching dvd's like we did everyday.
it was then we got a call. My brother took a look at the caller id , its ****** he whispered to me and answered it.

HE FUCKING JUMPED OFF!
i..i..ii... i told him SHIT.
SHIT. i told him to come down. IT WAS RAINING FRANK.
HE SLIPPED..and he jumped of THE FUCKING 16th FLOOR!

whoa whao.. what HAPPENED?
WHO?

Aaron.
He jumped of the fucking 16th floor..
He slipped n FELL!.
Shyt Shyt..

Aaron??!!!..

*Click
- as i heard his name. everything hit me like a big yellow school bus. i was speecless . so was my brother.
-That very night. me and my brother lost a dear friend and a brother.

i remembered..
just the other week
he called me up saying its been a long time we went out for supper
and he also told me he was in kl
unfortunately this incident happened.
i laid in bed crying . .
why of all person you . .

you were always there to cheer us up
you were always the first to greet us happy birthday.
you were always the reason why we never got down

ur unfortunate event happened on her little's brothers birthday
we shared the same birthday..
i will always remember you
even till now
i still remember all the happy moments we cherished together with me n my bro
the bowl of kolo mee we would chump down :D

how are you up there ..
We all miss u dear..
its been 6 months already. . .
someday we will all reunite. . .
then we will go and hang around and eat some ko lo mee.
i miss u Aaron Teo kor..

Eleanore too...

i was just wondering one thing




why of all people you?...


Forever in our Hearts
and memoriies






A A R O N T E O

Sunday, October 25, 2009


what do you feel when you see this?
- Jealous
- agitated
- Hurt
- desperate ; yet not wanting it more
- i'll chase it till my heart beat stops, but i will remain a distance not wanting to have it.
- but wanting to chase it


Why?
-Beauty is a curse of the beholder
-Love is a burden yet a bittersweet fluiid
-need not want more stitches up in my heart
-its what everyone's having. the warmth that radiates eventually wears off;it's all a lie
-i want someone to hold my hand; i do not want me,myself and i/him to break mine/his
-i'll have it in my dreams




what have you given up on?
-The reason to cry; waste of tears
-The reason to get angry; waste of my energy and life time
-The reason to worry; they don't bother
-The reason to love; these feelings,all temporary,so why bother wasting your time...


What haven't you gave up on?
-The Reason to smile ; its the only thing i can fake on. the only thing that can make them stop questioning my thoughts and looks

What has gave up on you and everything ?
-My Heart; my life supplement battery to all my functions has been deactivated permanently

Friday, October 23, 2009

왜?

Every morning, it's a new surprise
don't know who I am before I roll the dice
is it one? no two, yet three to four.
that i do not know.


be my guest and take a guess
나의 손님 및 추측있으십시오

are you smart enough?
당신은 충분히 똑똑한가?
to judge my feelings and my actions
나의 감각 및 나의 활동을 재판하기 위하여

were you smart enough?
당신은 충분히 똑똑했는가?
to have chosen the path that abandoned once priceless memories and reasons
선택하기 위하여 한 번 아주 귀중한 기억 및 이유를 포기한 경로를

Were you right to question my thoughts and actions?
당신은 나의 생각 및 활동을 문제시하게 맞았는가?
ask yourself, do you have a heart that radiates that warmth.
, 당신 있다 그 온정을 발광하는 심혼이 요구하십시오.

The answer??
응답??
.
.
.
.
Think clearly hard and long
명확하게 열심히 그리고 오래 생각하십시오.
You knew the answer .
당신은 응답을 알고 있었다.

you were the fool
당신은 바보이었다

i was that broken tea cup
나는 그 부서지는 차잔이었다
while you were the overflowing mess
당신이 범람 혼잡의 동안

brittle and delicate, i was shattered
과민하고 그리고 민감하다, 나는 박살났다

i took the blame and got thrown away
나는 비난을 받고 멀리 던져 얻었다

while you just got swiped clean
당신이 지금 막 강타하는 청결한 얻는 동안



the options is the only thing that I decide
you see, I live for the moment now
I never did before, with all and everything I swept the floor
random I am, I never give a damn about what's gonna happen next
chiqs and cliques they left me and my job is just a memory
but that's the kind of price you've got to pay
if you're gonna go your own way
solving problems can be done in many ways
I don't care, I just roll the dice
It's o.k., cause I just have to pretend that I am someone else
Get rid of all the habits now that's the plan
come on and try it and you'll feel grand
the first step is the hardest step to take
imagination is the only brake
just roll the dice and everything will turn out nice
you can be who you wanna be
do what you wanna do and do it how you like
this is my way of getting through the day, but I still don't know
what's the next step to take.
My faltering heart. my obstructed emotions.

i use myself as an obstacle to get past through all the bad times.
i do not see things clearly but let them drift by.
the missing puzzle to my unknown statement,
were feelings that i had to push aside.

originally by,
Xiimo


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

희망?


확대를 가진 다만 아이는 꿈꾼다 그러나 그 희망은
서류상 배 같이 침몰한
xiimo 는 진실한 사랑을 찾아내기를 위해 이다.
소를 지속하

•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••

You put this feelin inside of me that says you are the one and only person
I couldn't help myself but put it in words You are the sunshine in my life
All of my life I've been searching for that one And now that you've come to me
I don't have to run no more Chasin' all the boys while I'm hangin' with my crew
Now it's all about just me and my boo

떠나지 말

As I look above,Thankful for your love
Two thirty you will be callin' me When I pick you up
We'll go to the park Ain't nothin better than being with you
I love you down in every way It doesn't matter everyday
From the bottom to the top have it your way















Saturday, October 17, 2009

zone 더 밝은 미래로 보십시오

더 밝은 미래로 보십시오
look towards a brighter future

thinking back of past years memories
remenescing in your own pool of thoughts
engulfing the loneliness that you would not share
-push them away.
As they flash by you, Let them go.
looking back would not do you any good
we were made with a heart
with various choices to choose
despite the mistakes, we were always given chances
to change for the better
and to smile to make our life brighter
no matter how many times we are pushed down
we will always strive to stand, never giving up on life
and always reaching for that light that warms you up
for that little happiness
that turn your frown upside down

you layed on the operation table
thinking over and over whats the benefit of life
Thinking what you did wrong,
what needed to be perfected,
didn't you?


wipe away those tears,
wash away the pain,
erase the darkness that surrounds you in your own abyss
share your loneliness
share your thoughts
i'll take your hand, i'll be here
even if you do not want me
i will be in your shadows watching over you
even if it was to make you smile or laugh just for a while
it would be the greatest memory imprinted in me

xiimo' s 자백

Time is ticking,
Time is ticking,
Time is ticking,
Time is ticking,
Time is ticking,
Time is ticking,

away
away
away

I want to see your tears pour out,pour out without reason
No one knows inside your heart, The glass fragments are raging a storm
The wounds become a sickness, All doors become a wall,
Entrapping yourself , gulfing your frustration.
i have become an enemy in the mirror,
-doesn't it hurt?
- 그것은 아프는가?
i'll keep anyone from knowing about you
i'll leave the breath to tighten out
i would force you to choose the end
- aren't i bad?
-나는 나쁜가?

i would even take away all the reasons in this world for you to stand
Without the choice of the road back
I guess you would walk till the end
Your breath would probably end before my heart

wounds gaping .. openscars clearly seen .. tears endlessly flowing

When you cry.
though you try.
say goodbye.
-the time is ticking-
- 시간은 똑딱거리고 있다-

You are wandering through death,
i'll save you, take my hand
When you're walking in shadows,
panicking through the abyss
my breath does the same
When all the doors in the world close for me,
I'll support you till the very last drop of life.
you are my savior,

Your hand set the world on fire, You closed everyone's eyes
The suffering that was reflected in your eyes like stars become your city
Are your still dreaming, sleeping? Are you measuring all the tears you've shed?
Hope is a paper boat that sinks, isn't it sad?
Maybe you wake up drenched in sweat at night, Is consciousness crawling on the floor?
Are you thinking it's the end, are you ok?
because I understand
I'm a scar on your broken body,
I'll erase the tears you've hidden away in your shattered marriage

even if you are hating me.
With all these wounds, scars and tear stained faces
you are still beautiful to me
당신은 저에게 아직도 아름답다


고생된 심혼의 자백
기억의 그것의 자신의 수영장에서 익사
과민했던, 그것은 개혁할 수 없습니다 박살냈다
주어지는 신선하게 상처를 입은 흉터에도 불구하고
당신의 증오심으로 조차 응시한다,xiimo' s 심혼은,
아직도 당신을 좋아한다 당신을 항상일 것이다
그녀의 유일한 없는 수수께끼 본다

Friday, October 2, 2009

빈 포탄에 남아 있는 심혼♥

그것이 우리 완성된ㄴ다는 것을 승인하십시오,
악몽 같이, 나는 그것 살았다,
그것은 묵살하기 에는 너무 컸다,
나는 기억을 본다 그러나 저를,
나의 위험 빛 번쩍이고 있다 곁에 통과한다,
누군가 누군가? 도움 이것이 비상사태이기 때문에 2개의 실연의 상자에 이야기
그것은 나쁜 수술 같이 이다.
빈 심혼의 포탄.
그것은 나의 감각을 후에 되찾는 시간 이다.
이렇게 나는 다시 넘어서 시작하고 있다.
1 의 2개의 아기 단계,
3 의 4개의 아기 단계,
5 의 6개의 아기 단계,


포기하는,
좋아 나는 울고 있다.
그것은 당신 같이 남겨두었다 사자를 위해 저를 이다

나는 아주 부서진다,
나의 사랑은 언다,
당신은 어떻게 후회에 사는가?

그것은 설명할 수 없다,
얻기 어려운의 종류,
당신이 사랑하는 사람 때,
사랑에 없다.

나는 아주 가엾게 느낀다,
고통은 나의 심혼에 다는 것을 당신이 알고 있을 나의 얼굴을 보십시오; 눈

나가 당신에게 했었던 무슨을을 위해 나는 복귀,
증오심의 샤워가 저에 당신 던지는 모두가 나에 의하여
다는 것을 짐작한다 당신 너자신에게서 모이는,
가족과 친구.
그것이 나에 의하여 가치가 있다.
그러나 나는 아무것도를 하지 않을 것입니다 나는
지금 막 조용히 있을 것입니다 증오심 응시 및 모욕을
영속하십시오 그리고 당신이 저로
당신의 생각에 순전히 매일 밤마다 나가 우는,
다만 가지고 있는 혐오를 침몰시키십시오
그러나 지금 나는 알고 있다.
당신은 결코 진짜로 저를 사랑했다.

나의 심혼 재건
진행중인
- 가공 실패한
- 너무 늦게

Thursday, October 1, 2009

只依然是空的壳的心脏♥

承认它,我们完成
所有您的心脏感觉现在是仇恨往我
象恶梦,我居住它.it太大的以至于不能忽略。
我看记忆反燃,但是他们通过我
我的危险光闪动
某人,任何人帮助….
因为这是紧急状态
对二伤心~
事例的故事
它是象一次坏手术
并且我不可能现在收复我的心脏
我再尝试
一,二婴孩步
三,四婴孩步
五六婴孩步

抛弃,呀我哭泣
它是象您留下我死者的
我是很残破的
我的爱结冰
我的心脏是壳


它是无法说明的,种类不能获得
如果您爱的人,不在爱

我感到很可怜
看我的面孔您然后将知道

痛苦在我的眼睛; 心脏

为什么我做了,我该当了您从你自己会集怨恨的阵雨,家庭,并且朋友,我不会采取行动。 我会保持安静,享受哀痛并且吞噬仇恨淋浴对我。 如此给曾经是我的兄弟,恋人,朋友的人,非常谢谢。 由于您的行动,我现在知道。 您从未真实地爱我。

重建我的心脏
-太后
-处理不合格

Monday, September 21, 2009

Puzzle

something i scribbled on a piece of paper
i would like to share
PS: i translated it :).
where is it?
그것은 어디에 있는가?
that small happiness i was looking for
나가 찾고 있던 그 작은 행복
unfortunately,
유감스럽게도 ,
not even a fragment of love to be found
찾아낼 사랑의 파편 조차
that hidden red piece
그 숨겨지은 빨간 조각
why is it there?..
왜 그것이 거기 있는지?.
filling up the hole with this given time
이 주어진 시간으로 구멍 높은 쪽으로 채우기
the distance so far
이제까지는 거리
my vision a blur
나의 시각 흐림
grasping it and burying it again
그것을 장악하고 다시 매장하기
everytime you grow impatient
당신이 성급하게 성장할 때마다
the time limit nears
제한 시간은 접근한다
.....i can see the way.....
.....나는 방법을 볼 수 있다.....
the distance between us two is not enough
저희 사이 거리는 2 이젠 그만이 아니다
-i love you-
- 사랑해요 -
bury these words
이 낱말을 매장하십시오
from here on our world grows countlessly
여기에서 위에 우리의 세계에서 countlessly 성장한다
voices overlapping and now
부분적으로 덮는 음성 및 지금
illuminating our paths, one day it will echo
우리의 경로를 조명해서, 1 일 그것은 반향할 것이다
loudly resonating our answers
시끄럽게 우리 응답 공진
where is it?..
그것이 있는 곳에?..
that fragment that dissappeared without reason that day
일 이유 없이 사라진 그 파편
unfortunately,
유감스럽게도,
all that is left
모든 남겨두는
is this newly made
새로 한 이것은 이다
P U Z Z L E
originally written by,
원래 곁에 쓰는,
kiim sung-hye
노래되♥
.aka.
x i i m o☻

Saturday, September 19, 2009

我的心脏

它是否是放弃一切确定的某人和爱的价值?
否,需要有些时间发现您完善某人
在那个某一期间
他们伤害了您
或者另一个方式
留下以罪状或单独您成交
并且有时,当您设法忘记
它使您记住更多
我的心脏
那曾经是明亮红色和健康的
现在负担一个孔
那无法愈合
永久地损坏耕种时期的结尾
然而,
我在微笑将继续涂灰泥
我不会让任何人看我哭泣
我不是微弱的,两者都不是我强
想要通过与战略的生活生存的人

我抱歉,但是我的中国人不是好我如此希望您能涉及它

친구

Friiends나의 생활

오늘 처음을 내일

표를 한다 끝을 표를 한다
어딘가에 중앙에서
우리는 친구의 베스트가 되었다
당신이 이제까지 어깨를 필요로 하는 경우에,
당신이 이제까지 친구를 필요로 하는 경우에,
알게 다만 당신이 하기 위하여,
i' ll는 맨 끝까지 당신을 위해 나가 1명의 친구에게 남겨두어 달라고 한 경우에,
i' 여기 있다는 그것을 당신 같이 누군가 다만인 원한다


나는 나가 이제까지 아픈 것이 친구에게 지금 막에 사과한다 좋아할 것입니다. 몇몇은 용서되는 것을 허용될지도 모르지만,
그러나 더 나은 것을 위해 나는 변화한다.
유감스러운 im 나의 사랑스러운 친구.
그들은 나의 고향에서 역행시킨다 .....
나가 당신을 놓치는.
Don' t 당신?

느낌은 이렇게 파견했다

Xiimo는


느낀다 순간 당신은 나의 손을 이끌었다 나의 심혼은 아주 온난하게 느꼈다 당신은 나가 어딘가에 속했는 처럼 저를 느낀 that' s 왜
there' 당신 사이에서 결코 변화하지
않을 s 하나 것과 감각 나인 저는 당신을 위해
가지고 있다 나는 you
를 사랑한다 나는 기다릴 것이다 언제든지 비록 그것 어디든지

- 영원히-


자서전 강선전도

비록 그것의 안으로 나의 마음만 비록
i can' t 접촉 당신 비록 그것 무의미한 꿈만 비록
i can' 당신에게 t 대화 비록 나가 아주 저쪽에에서 숨기고 보더라도 - 당신은 나가 알고 있다 아직도, 사랑해요 비록 당신 don' t는 나가 누구인지 알고 있다 아기 don' 당신이 알고 있는
당신 don' t는 조차 나의 이름을 알고 있다 나는 당신을 지켜보는 나의 불면증 밤을 보낸다 이렇게 아름다운, 나의 손에서 꼭잡히는 당신의 솔로 그림 세계의 환호에서 매장되는 나의 미친 사랑의 비탄 조차 듣는
Youre, 당신은 나가 죽는지 모를 것입니다 조차 당신의 다음 생활에
조차 당신은 나가 누구인지 알고 있기 없이 살 것이다 나는 당신을 악과 그것의 너무 늦은 후에 도는 이렇게 원한다 오늘 밤 나 조차 당신을 키스하고 싶다 이렇게 나가 나의 베개를 단단히 꼭잡는 오늘 우리의 첫 만남은 맞은가? 단지 당신은 대화의 이 종류가 있다 또 다시 오늘 나는 당신의 퇴각 숫자에 말한다 그것 항상 동일한 것 그러나 아직도 나는 신경 여보세요를 준다 비록 전체적인 세계가 듣더라도 중지하더라도, 나는 단지 당신만 저가 들리는 필요로 한다 당신이 저를 나의 심혼이라고 강하게 한 되고 더 이면, 만족시킨다 경청한다 멀리, 그리고 멀리, 운은 어디든지 작동한다 나는 당신을 볼 수 있을 것인가? - 만약에 조차 i can'인 경우에; t에는 당신이 있다 비록 그것 무의미한 꿈만 비록 나가 아주 저쪽에에서 숨기고 보더라도 비록 당신 don' t는 나가 누구인지 알고 있다 당신, 당신은 왜 오늘 미소하고 있지 않는가? 큰 문제가 아닌 경우에는 좋을 나는 불안으로 채워진 당신의 얼굴을 볼 수 없었다 나가 고통에서 인 경우에 그러나 그것의 불가능성이 후회를 가져오면 더 나을 저를 의 안녕하세요?의 당신의 질문에 반응할 수 있던 사람 붙드십시오 근접하여 오는, 할 수 있다 기우십시오 접촉,
youre 것 파악이 나에 의하여 기운다 가기 위하여 가는
Im 대회 나의 꿈에서 당신 오늘 밤 비록 나의 꿈에서 모두가 나의 사랑을 비웃더라도 나는 미치다는 것을 비록 모두가 밝히더라도 전세계는 사라진다 아기 당신, 그러나 쓸모 없는 군중은 왜 저에 말하고 있는가 당신을 멀리 속하는가? 아니오, 아무 방법도 없다. 악은 당신에 단지 저를 본 악은 당신에게 모두를 준다, 악은 당신의 입술 대회 광산을 만든다, 악은 얻고 세계를 당신 준다 간다 악은 그것을 만든다 그래서 당신은 나의
sunken 심혼에서 당신 저를 의 아픈 보유 결코 남겨둘 수 있지 않는다 당신은 나의 별이다 당신은 나의 세계이다 당신은 세계에 있는 나의 욕망을 만족시키는 유일한 사람이다 이 것을 바쳐서 나는 썼다 거기 밖으로 모든 실연에

절기의 해체 메이크업

autobiographical twist ♥

Xiiimo

Even if its only in my mind

even if i can't touch you

Even if its only a meaningless dream

even if i can't talk to you

Even if i hide and watch from far away

-you know i do

still, I love you

even if you don't know who i am

baby don't you know, you don't even know my name

I spend my sleepless nights gazing at you

so beautiful, your solo picture clutched in my hand

The heartbreak of my crazy love buried in the cheers of the world

Youre not even listening, you wouldnt even know if i died

Even in your next life you will live without knowing who i am

I want you so bad and its too late to turn back

Even tonight i want to kiss you so i clutch my pillow tight

Today is our first meeting right?

Only you have this sort of dialogue

Again today i talk to your retreating figure

Its always the same thing but still i give a nervous hello

Even though the whole worlds stops listening, i only need you to hear me

The further you are the hardened my heart becomes, please listen to me

Farther, and farther, fortune works wherever

Will i be able to see you?

-even if i can't have you

Even if its only a meaningless dream

Even if i hide and watch from far away

even if you don't know who i am

Darling, why are you not smiling today?

It would be nice if it was not a big problem

I couldnt look at your face filled with anxiety

It would be better if i was in pain but the impossibility of that brings regret

Hold me, the one who could respond to your question of how are you?

Cant come close, can;t touch, youre the one i cant hold

Im going to go meet you tonight in my dreams

Even if in my dreams everyone ridicules my love

Even though everyone says i am crazy and the entire world disappears

Babe you belong to me, but why are the worthless multitudes talking you away?

No, there is no way. ill make you see only me

ill give you everything, ill make your lips meet mine, ill go get the world and give it to you

Ill make it so you can never leave me, ill keep you in my sunken heart

You are my star

you are my world

you are the only one who satisfies my desires in the world


dedicating this thing i wrote

To all the broken hearts out there

Season of

BreakUp

MakeUp