Puzzle

something i scribbled on a piece of paper
i would like to share
PS: i translated it :).

where is it?

그것은 어디에 있는가?

that small happiness i was looking for

나가 찾고 있던 그 작은 행복

unfortunately,

유감스럽게도 ,

not even a fragment of love to be found

찾아낼 사랑의 파편 조차

that hidden red piece

그 숨겨지은 빨간 조각

why is it there?..

왜 그것이 거기 있는지?.

filling up the hole with this given time

이 주어진 시간으로 구멍 높은 쪽으로 채우기

the distance so far

이제까지는 거리

my vision a blur

나의 시각 흐림

grasping it and burying it again

그것을 장악하고 다시 매장하기

everytime you grow impatient

당신이 성급하게 성장할 때마다

the time limit nears

제한 시간은 접근한다

.....i can see the way.....

.....나는 방법을 볼 수 있다.....

the distance between us two is not enough

저희 사이 거리는 2 이젠 그만이 아니다

-i love you-

- 사랑해요 -

bury these words

이 낱말을 매장하십시오

from here on our world grows countlessly

여기에서 위에 우리의 세계에서 countlessly 성장한다

voices overlapping and now

부분적으로 덮는 음성 및 지금

illuminating our paths, one day it will echo

우리의 경로를 조명해서, 1 일 그것은 반향할 것이다

loudly resonating our answers

시끄럽게 우리 응답 공진

where is it?..

그것이 있는 곳에?..

that fragment that dissappeared without reason that day

일 이유 없이 사라진 그 파편

unfortunately,

유감스럽게도,

all that is left

모든 남겨두는

is this newly made

새로 한 이것은 이다

P U Z Z L E

수

수

께

끼

♥

originally written by,

원래 곁에 쓰는,

kiim sung-hye

노래되♥

.aka.

x i i m o☻

我的心脏

它是否是放弃一切确定的某人和爱的价值？
否,需要有些时间发现您完善某人
在那个某一期间
他们伤害了您
或者另一个方式
留下以罪状或单独您成交
并且有时，当您设法忘记
它使您记住更多
我的心脏
那曾经是明亮红色和健康的
现在负担一个孔
那无法愈合
永久地损坏耕种时期的结尾
然而,
我在微笑将继续涂灰泥
我不会让任何人看我哭泣
我不是微弱的，两者都不是我强
想要通过与战略的生活生存的人

我抱歉，但是我的中国人不是好我如此希望您能涉及它

친구

Friiends나의 생활

오늘 처음을 내일
표를 한다 끝을 표를 한다
어딘가에 중앙에서
우리는 친구의 베스트가 되었다
당신이 이제까지 어깨를 필요로 하는 경우에,
당신이 이제까지 친구를 필요로 하는 경우에,
알게 다만 당신이 하기 위하여,
i' ll는 맨 끝까지 당신을 위해 나가 1명의 친구에게 남겨두어 달라고 한 경우에,
i' 여기 있다는 그것을 당신 같이 누군가 다만인 원한다


나는 나가 이제까지 아픈 것이 친구에게 지금 막에 사과한다 좋아할 것입니다. 몇몇은 용서되는 것을 허용될지도 모르지만,
그러나 더 나은 것을 위해 나는 변화한다.
유감스러운 im 나의 사랑스러운 친구.
그들은 나의 고향에서 역행시킨다 .....
나가 당신을 놓치는.
Don' t 당신?

느낌은 이렇게 파견했다

Xiimo는

느낀다 순간 당신은 나의 손을 이끌었다 나의 심혼은 아주 온난하게 느꼈다 당신은 나가 어딘가에 속했는 처럼 저를 느낀 that' s 왜
there' 당신 사이에서 결코 변화하지
않을 s 하나 것과 감각 나인 저는 당신을 위해
가지고 있다 나는 you♥

를 사랑한다 나는 기다릴 것이다 언제든지 비록 그것 어디든지

- 영원히-

자서전 강선전도

비록 그것의 안으로 나의 마음만 비록
i can' t 접촉 당신 비록 그것 무의미한 꿈만 비록
i can' 당신에게 t 대화 비록 나가 아주 저쪽에에서 숨기고 보더라도 - 당신은 나가 알고 있다 아직도, 사랑해요 비록 당신 don' t는 나가 누구인지 알고 있다 아기 don' 당신이 알고 있는
당신 don' t는 조차 나의 이름을 알고 있다 나는 당신을 지켜보는 나의 불면증 밤을 보낸다 이렇게 아름다운, 나의 손에서 꼭잡히는 당신의 솔로 그림 세계의 환호에서 매장되는 나의 미친 사랑의 비탄 조차 듣는
Youre, 당신은 나가 죽는지 모를 것입니다 조차 당신의 다음 생활에
조차 당신은 나가 누구인지 알고 있기 없이 살 것이다 나는 당신을 악과 그것의 너무 늦은 후에 도는 이렇게 원한다 오늘 밤 나 조차 당신을 키스하고 싶다 이렇게 나가 나의 베개를 단단히 꼭잡는 오늘 우리의 첫 만남은 맞은가? 단지 당신은 대화의 이 종류가 있다 또 다시 오늘 나는 당신의 퇴각 숫자에 말한다 그것 항상 동일한 것 그러나 아직도 나는 신경 여보세요를 준다 비록 전체적인 세계가 듣더라도 중지하더라도, 나는 단지 당신만 저가 들리는 필요로 한다 당신이 저를 나의 심혼이라고 강하게 한 되고 더 이면, 만족시킨다 경청한다 멀리, 그리고 멀리, 운은 어디든지 작동한다 나는 당신을 볼 수 있을 것인가? - 만약에 조차 i can'인 경우에; t에는 당신이 있다 비록 그것 무의미한 꿈만 비록 나가 아주 저쪽에에서 숨기고 보더라도 비록 당신 don' t는 나가 누구인지 알고 있다 당신, 당신은 왜 오늘 미소하고 있지 않는가? 큰 문제가 아닌 경우에는 좋을 나는 불안으로 채워진 당신의 얼굴을 볼 수 없었다 나가 고통에서 인 경우에 그러나 그것의 불가능성이 후회를 가져오면 더 나을 저를 의 안녕하세요?의 당신의 질문에 반응할 수 있던 사람 붙드십시오 근접하여 오는, 할 수 있다 기우십시오 접촉,
youre 것 파악이 나에 의하여 기운다 가기 위하여 가는
Im 대회 나의 꿈에서 당신 오늘 밤 비록 나의 꿈에서 모두가 나의 사랑을 비웃더라도 나는 미치다는 것을 비록 모두가 밝히더라도 전세계는 사라진다 아기 당신, 그러나 쓸모 없는 군중은 왜 저에 말하고 있는가 당신을 멀리 속하는가? 아니오, 아무 방법도 없다. 악은 당신에 단지 저를 본 악은 당신에게 모두를 준다, 악은 당신의 입술 대회 광산을 만든다, 악은 얻고 세계를 당신 준다 간다 악은 그것을 만든다 그래서 당신은 나의
sunken 심혼에서 당신 저를 의 아픈 보유 결코 남겨둘 수 있지 않는다 당신은 나의 별이다 당신은 나의 세계이다 당신은 세계에 있는 나의 욕망을 만족시키는 유일한 사람이다 이 것을 바쳐서 나는 썼다 거기 밖으로 모든 실연에

♥ 절기의 해체 메이크업

autobiographical twist ♥

Xiiimo♥

Even if its only in my mind

even if i can't touch you

Even if its only a meaningless dream

even if i can't talk to you

Even if i hide and watch from far away

-you know i do

still, I love you

even if you don't know who i am

baby don't you know, you don't even know my name

I spend my sleepless nights gazing at you

so beautiful, your solo picture clutched in my hand

The heartbreak of my crazy love buried in the cheers of the world

Youre not even listening, you wouldnt even know if i died

Even in your next life you will live without knowing who i am

I want you so bad and its too late to turn back

Even tonight i want to kiss you so i clutch my pillow tight

Today is our first meeting right?

Only you have this sort of dialogue

Again today i talk to your retreating figure

Its always the same thing but still i give a nervous hello

Even though the whole worlds stops listening, i only need you to hear me

The further you are the hardened my heart becomes, please listen to me

Farther, and farther, fortune works wherever

Will i be able to see you?

-even if i can't have you

Even if its only a meaningless dream

Even if i hide and watch from far away

even if you don't know who i am

Darling, why are you not smiling today?

It would be nice if it was not a big problem

I couldnt look at your face filled with anxiety

It would be better if i was in pain but the impossibility of that brings regret

Hold me, the one who could respond to your question of how are you?

Cant come close, can;t touch, youre the one i cant hold

Im going to go meet you tonight in my dreams

Even if in my dreams everyone ridicules my love

Even though everyone says i am crazy and the entire world disappears

Babe you belong to me, but why are the worthless multitudes talking you away?

No, there is no way. ill make you see only me

ill give you everything, ill make your lips meet mine, ill go get the world and give it to you

Ill make it so you can never leave me, ill keep you in my sunken heart

You are my star

you are my world

you are the only one who satisfies my desires in the world

dedicating this thing i wrote

To all the broken hearts out there

♥

Season of

BreakUp

MakeUp

confiide{♥}

A STORY♥

What can i say. How can i tell them. Should i?No.It would only be a heartbreaker to them all.I think its just best to let the chips fall as they may.Despite her critical condition and her soon to be fate thats making her weaker day by day, Eye vision blurring,Breathing difficulties and constant Faintings "are you ok",everytime this was asked, she smiles a smile that tells you everythings going to be alright, but behind that smile, everyone can tell that its a lie and she isn't at all well.Apart from that her family has difficulties, she gets daily beatings from her dad for protecting her mum and her little sister.in my life. there are only these few things that makes me smile and reject the pain i feel ; my friends,My sister and my bestFriend Ethan

i must stay strong. i must enjoy myself even if its for the next 3 months. i just couldn't let everyone worry. seeing their smiles just brightens up my day. She pulls up her sleeves and traces the scars and bruises with one slim finger.Mum and dad doesn't know about my sickness and critical condition. Yet i can't just let dad abuse mum like that. I love both of them, but why can't they just grow up. Her smile fading into a slight frown. She sat near her bedroom window, tracing her scars and bruises as she had nothing to do, flashback went in and out of her mind. Tears flowing down her cheeks. Then it started drizzling and later it poured heavily.How i wish i was always under the rain. Then i could smile and cry at the same time.Smiles and wipes away the flowing tears. Suddenly her head started pulsing and her vision blurred on and on. She winced in pain.She sat there, Her hands over her head in the corner of her room. inhaling and exhaling to slow down her pulse rate. Why me?

Destiny chose my fate?

!♥!♥!♥!♥!♥!

"Leahh, im-ma home fo-rum schewl"
She smiles brightly and ignores the pain and sweeps her little sister off her feet and hugged her.They both laughed. My little sister, One Of the reasons why i have the urge to keep living, For her.She has some trouble pronouncing but she's improving day by day. And she's only five years old.So dear to me yet she's getting harder and harder to grasp. I hugged her close by and smiled and said,"forever with you little Lean,Sissy won't go anywhere from your side".
Lean pushed me away gently and gave me a look saying that You wont go Anywhere right?
Leah shook her head and mouthed the words silently, N.E.V.E.R
then She took her little sister to the park, sat and had an ice-cream cone. They both smiled. I would do anything to keep that smile on your face Lean. I'm sorry.

"hey Lean, sissy wants to give you something now put out your hand"
Lean did as she was told and a silver heart shaped key on a silver necklace was placed in the palm of her small hands
"Remember the birthday present i gave to you Last week?Open it using this key when i'm not around"
"wohkay sissy"Confused little Lean mumbles and fumbles with the pretty silver key.
Leah took the necklace and tied it on Lean's neck, smiles and plants a kiss on Lean's forehead.
"thankiiew sissy, puh-retty".Lean smiles showing a row of shiny small teeth
Keep smiling my little girl.just keep smiling.The smile that gives someone their heartbeat back
by the time they reached home. it was half past nine. She tucked Lean up in bed. and kissed her goodnight after saying their prayers.

!♥!♥!♥!♥!♥!

1 1/2 months later

Leah sat at the park. Alongside with her Bestfriend,Ethan.
its been two months now, everything is the same, the beatings the screams the arguements the scars the bruises..my condition which was rapidly increasing in critical state.Breathes in and Sighs.
My heart is taking more than it can take.i ignored all the pain, the side effects but my smile gotten bigger and bigger.Remember in everyone's life there is always a friend? well yeahs.In mine his name was Ethan.He was my bestfriend.My brother.My everything. He was always there for me. in times of need . wherever and whenever. He glanced over and pulled her face up that it was face to face.
"whats wrong babe?" Ethan asked with a worried look.
"nothing's up Ethan why'd you ask?" Leah smiled .
"you know what up. Don't tell me nothing's up. Because behind every little lie. Lies the truth. Ain't i right?Whatever it is. Don't be afraid to tell me okay?You know i'll always be there for you even if its till the last minute"Ethan said with a faint smile.
Till the last minute.sounds like a word that's so close by. that's going to happen so soon. Nahh..
leah shook her head. I shouldn't think of such silly thoughts.
"thanks Ethan" Leah returned his answer with a grateful smile
She laid his head on his shoulder and both, they watched the blue sky together. The birds soaring freely.


Ethan and Lean. there were the only ones that has been managing my heart together in one piece. but sooner or later, with or without their strength, that very life pulse of my heart will stop soon.i looked at him. i always loved him. as my brother , as my bestfriend, even more
Ethan stares back:she's everything to me, my sister my bestfriend, even more.
together in the same thoughts they both said:but im afraid it'll just ruin our relationship

i want to be free like those birds.Leah raised her hands and pointed at the sky and the birds. Ethan knew what she meant. He took her hand and he mouthed T.O.G.E.T.H.E.R we will.
This feeling. Its not a bird, not a plane, its my heart and its going and gone away. my only weakness is You. My only Reason You. You and her♥ changed my life even if it its not going to last that long. It's definitely worth living through it ....
till the last minute♥

Leah just had so much to tell. Her heart wanting to scream it out. Wanted to share her pain with someone. wanted someone to understand. Pass on her memories.. But not bearing to hurt others than to hurt her. she kept quiet.engulfing today and the day to come's pain.

Inside her HEARTS♥
silently screaming
help me

this distraction, this love she has for him and her is what helped her endures the pain from time to time. The reason she only smiles : )

♥

"leeeeeeeeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"Lean screamed. Her heart pounding ,startled she got off her bed and rushed toward her sisters screams. When she reached she halted at her little sister's doorway and saw her face as white as a sheet while Lean stood there looking out the window crying, pointing."m-muh-muhhmy". It was 2 am in the morning and it was still dark.
Through the window, Leah saw her mum screaming,crying while on the other hand. her Dad. Back home drunk as usual thoughtlessly Beating her mum. Leah stammered and whispered,"Leannie baby, do what sissy tells you to and go to you room. take Teddy here with you and lock the door close your ears and think happy stuffs ok?"Whispers Leah then she quickly reached in her pocket and took out her cell phone"whatever happens Call Mattie ok?"she smiled plants a kiss on her forehead and ran out of the house towards the inseperable Mishaps that were fighting. *heavy breathing* i'm not sure whether i can stand this fight for tonight. My heart. i Pray please don't fail me.-its already been 2 months and 29 days . Leah pushed her dad back and hug her mum close by Taking in all the beatings. She didn't cry. She didn't smile. She just laid there stoned, "mummy get in the house now. Go" Leah smiled and ushured her mum in.
I turned and looked at my dad. i was thinking, my dad? the one that always led us a happy life; his smile,the smile that kept this family together where has it gone? where is my dad. What happened. Lost in thoughts. NO! he is now Thoughtless, inhuman doesn't have a heart . Today i lost you,daddy."WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? what happened daddy? wait. No, you were never my father ever since u lost your smile. " Growled leah. "my oh my, daddy's little girl. Have you forgotten me? Bruises and scars are my way of showing love to you all" sneers her dad. "Don't call me your little girl you are inhuman. i lost y- no, You lost us. Now get lost, your face doesn't only bring shame to our family, THIS family, we have suffered enough, MUM HAS, what about leannie? She's still small, why can't you and mum let her experience the Fun and happiness that i had when i was at this age? WHY ARE YOU SO THOUGHTLESS.my dad once made us feel special. now he only made us feel unworthy and useless.i fucking hate you DAD. "Leah Spat back.
Leah turned her back on him. Furios and burning with rage , Leah's dad fumbled along the grass looking for a certain object. Then he grabs a nearby bat , raised it.......

''SISSY NO!!''screamed lean with tears flowing continuosly down her cheeks. stained with dry ones. wet with fresh tears.
i turned around to see my dad raising the stick, turned back to the window where lean was crying and saying no, no , no i just smiled and shook my head, mouthed out Forever with you.N.E.V.E.R leaving you.

Leah's dad raised the bat and Heaved it down and started pummeling Leah up furious with the rage burning up in his heart. Furious with the words that started igniting his fire and hate. Leah fought back the pain. As the dad brought the bat back up, ready to strike one last time on leah , She closed her eyes.

i can't move, i'm numb all over. the pain's eating up my heart. it's failing me soon. im sorry lean just remember this, sissy will always be with you, don't forget the key, what i told you . remember to pass on my words to mattie . She smiled.

The Father brought down the bat
i'm ready. she held her breath. but she felt nothing
She opened her eyes to see Matt holding back the bat fending her. a minute later after his arrival. the police force came by. arresting Leah's Dad for child abuse.

i opened my eyes. i was smiling, but my face was wet. Why?i couldn't move. I gathered up the strength and whisphered out,"Thank you Matt".
"don't fail me now Leah. Why were you such an idiot?why did you keep me out of this? stay with me ok?"Tears flowing down his cheeks.
i was smiling. he was so cute. i love him so much. My vision started blurring
"i-lurve y-ou Mattie,take c-care of leanne for me.Love her like you loved me" i blurred the words out. "now don't you go saying that now, stay with me please, i need you, Lean needs you."
i passed out with a smile on my face.
the last words i heard was.
"my heart,i give to you"

AT THE HOSPITAL
it was all a blur as i flickered my eyes. white lights, white people, people rushing , wires, tubes pulses doctors. no, i can't die yet. not now. not today, i panicked and my pulse rate increased rapidly."Doctor,Her pulse rates gone up, should we?"no, NO!. LEAN i mouthed Where's LEAN i tried to scream but oni a hoarse voice came out. i started crying. she's alone out there. no, Mattie's with her. Wait for me lil sister. sissy's not gonna leave you. With that Leah closed her eyes as the doctors injected the sleep serum into her veins.

****
"is sissy going to be alright?"lean asked mattie with her tear stained face."she's going to be just all right you know your sister, she's strong, Strong alright and now," he said as he brushed Lean's Tears away,"Leah wouldn't be too happy seeing you cry now won't she?" Leah Brushed herself up and sniffled"Yeah" and forced a smile.
****
5hours later
****
a doctor came out to tell them the news. Matt was worried and Heartbroken by Leah's Condition when he got there. he knew the news they were going to give won't be so pleasant. The doctor shook his head kept quiet telling matt that she won't stand longer than 15 minutes as she had suffered heart failures and other critical conditions which weren't able to be recovered and lead them both to the surgery room where she was removed and placed her on a bed. Matt heard all this at one go. His heart nearly skipping a beat. his fist tightened with a total heartbreaker , and furious with rage thinking why of all people the target had to be LEAH.

****
entering the room
****
as the doctor lead them in to the room. mattie and Lean came in hand in hand. The doctor with great grief sighed and closed the door behind them. Leaving those three to have their last conversation together. They both stood there looking at Leah. Nearly looking as half as dead. pale. weak and lifeless . But they still saw her smile and her hands, weak but gesturing them to come forward.

LEAH
i saw them, they were shock as they took in the news. i know this was bad. i didn't want this. i smiled and we shared our last conversation together

Matt
i saw her, she looked pale and lifeless, but yet so gracefully pretty she still forces a smile. why of all people she was the target. i don't want this.

Leah told Lean that everything is going to be alright. That from today onwards leah will always be right next to her, to her heart, watching over her embracing her loving her everysingle day till the time comes when they can unite again. Leah brought her hand up brushing away lean's tears shook her head telling her not to cry, but to carry on smiling that pushes everyone's worries away and remember what Leah had told her . Lean nodded, hugging her teddy close by and forced a smile. Lean leaned in and planted the last kiss she will ever give to her sister on her cheeks, hugged her and whisphered in leah's ear,"you promised,N.E.V.E.R" and they pinky promised the last time. They both smiled. Leah mouthed -i love you-

As it was Matts turn to talk with Leah. He Hunged his head down. not wanting to look at leah. it hurt him so much. Leah held his hand and said sorry that she couldn't tell him. she couldn't bear seeing him or lean hurt. She didn't want them to see this coming. Leah told matt. To take care of lean for her. love Lean like he Loved her, telling Matt that she loved him and forever will be with him till the end. He held her hands. saying nothing. Laid his face near hers , warm tears streaming down his cheeks. Alongside, Leah cried too.
*beep* Beep* - -*Beep*Beep*- -*beep* Beep* - -*Beep*Beep*-
*Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppppppppppppppp*
She closed her eyes. and mouthed i love you. as the last beep went off for the heart rate machine.
Matt's fist Tightened. He shook her saying don't leave her. He was upset. His Heart as heavy as an anchor. but he remembered Leah's words. He forced a smile and answered back. Forever will i love you too.

Leah

i closed my eyes.
and count one heart.two people. three words.
i love you
♥

THE LAST CHAPTER

Matt

its been three months now.
i still feel her with me. but its been so long since she's been gone. i miss her. he smiled. he reached into his denim jeans pocket and pulled out an envelope directed to

Matt from Leah

as instructed by lean's letter.

he reached for the seal, halt. its too painful to read. she's gone, yet i must read what her heart once written for me. He opened the envelope containing words written from sarah.

To Matt♥
my friend
my bestfriend
my brother
my lover.
by the time you received this letter,
i will be gone somewhere far,
but forever near your heart
i am sorry that i didn't tell you about my condition before
it was just because i didn't want you to get all worked up,
worried and upset.
you were always there for me
through thick and thin.
you were always there lending me an ear.
there was always a shoulder to cry on
and most of all
a hand to hold
u filled my heart up
you and lean were the reason why i lived for another three months
the reason which kept my heart pumping
but sooner or later.
my heart will fail me.
incase i don't tell you this on time.
i just want to let you know
i fell in love with you
the moment we were friends
you were my missing piece
i love you
my love,
my heart, i give to you
Forever with you.
need not shed tears my love.
smile for me
i'm sorry.

Please take care of Lean for me.
and one more thing. i left something for you.
Still remember that secret garden we would always hang around when our moods are down?
look inside the one of the tree trunks. : )

goodbye matt
not forever.
♥

Love,
Leah

a tear trickled down his cheeks. he smiled and laughed. "leah, silly girl, i miss you already.i will take care of Lean i can promise you that." He brushed his tears away and smiled. i love you too.
He then remembered what Leah said. that she had something for him. He went to the secret garden.

He laughed. I remember this place. so many memories, so much happy moments. Me and leah would always come by here and share our secrets, our moments its like our sanctuary. He went in and started scavenging through the tree trunks. In one of them, he caught hold of a small heavy metal box. he pulled it out. He sat down on the fresh green grass. tracing the patterns engraved on the box till he came to the engravement below the box with the letter M♥L.
he opened the silver box inside containing a necklace and some photos. He held it up and stared at it,finding it had a picture of him and leah together. he smiles. he put it on and looked again. wasn't this our childhood pictures. she still kept them. hahaha i remembered this one when we smeared ice cream in each others faces, the other one where we sat down near the sea during summer and watched the sunset. it all seems like its flying by filling me back with happy memories.
he turned the picture around. to see leah's handwritten words.

LEAH♥

Smile with these happy memories
never forget them.
The necklace
in our world.
there is our happy place.
Smile for me my boy
i love you

Matt♥
For you
my smile shall never fade
for you
my laughter shall never die
For you
my love will be endless
For you
my heart i give.


♥THE END

cso.

XMii-Kiimo
3 Diamond

Quiit..
3 flower

biiterswhweiit holidays

could life get any more bitter?
or sweeter than the thick red liquid
that runs through the veins in our body

no idea

its the holidays
a.k.a
Selamat hari raya.
one frigging week
Swwwwwwwwwwwwwww---eeeett :D
but yet so bitter

after the holidays its about,
due to my estimation
im guessing about,
10 days till pmr?
oh my f8cking god!
*faints*

kinda stressed
mind's in between
Gaming, Relationship and Studies
folak folakkk!!!

Brandy {x}

FUCK YOU BRANDY.
you said wanted to borrow Sim.
Then i have no frigging idea why you want to my life any harder
and u went through my stuffs?
WHAT THE
!@#$%^

he call just answer.
Don't let them accuse me
Scare what scare la!
i know your trying to make things better
thanks, but no thanks
but just don't.
your still too YOUNG to understand.

one moment

i can't let go
i see you no matter where i look
my crumbling heart
i can't hide
baby, for one minute, one second
i can't let go
i hear your voice no matter where i go
my broken heart
i can't breathe
baby, for one minute, one second
my aching heart
longing for you

you said you were having a bad hair day
you said your eye were puffy, and fell back asleep
sulking, i silently took of my jacket
picked up the phone and ordered take out
closed the curtain, without knowing how many hours passed
watching dvd's
just you and me
the sound of your breath as you leaned on my shoulder
i thought it was a good thing we didn't go out

Ridiculously these thoughts still torment me
i unexpectedly remembered the jokes that made you made and i fall apart
moments that are really no big deal upsets me
i remember the faces that you use to make and i break apart

no matter where you went
at the right bar at the corner
when you sat in your little corner
when you were tired and yawned
you kept the tears that you wiped away
and you would smile like an idiot
showing the dimples in your cheeks
whenever you drank water
your full lips, i hoped it would be forever

This is lov to the e
this autobiographical memory twist in my heart
Flips me upside down, with never ending tears
see love can shake a hurricane
the raindrops that blow against my feelings, one drop
The little m-e-m-o-r-i-e-s
like how this glass of alcohol become empty
our small memories became transparent
and i try to bring it back
the memories of us i can never make it again
like yesterday's night dream its so clear, but its gone
Damn

even if time stops, my heart still continue to beat
i can't let go
the whispers that takes my breath away
for one moment
our sweet secrets
for us who are sad as our love was beautiful
can my tears and smile still remember you?
our quirks and our habits
for one moment that beautiful moment
we can't turn back