autobiographical twist ♥

Xiiimo♥

Even if its only in my mind

even if i can't touch you

Even if its only a meaningless dream

even if i can't talk to you

Even if i hide and watch from far away

-you know i do

still, I love you

even if you don't know who i am

baby don't you know, you don't even know my name

I spend my sleepless nights gazing at you

so beautiful, your solo picture clutched in my hand

The heartbreak of my crazy love buried in the cheers of the world

Youre not even listening, you wouldnt even know if i died

Even in your next life you will live without knowing who i am

I want you so bad and its too late to turn back

Even tonight i want to kiss you so i clutch my pillow tight

Today is our first meeting right?

Only you have this sort of dialogue

Again today i talk to your retreating figure

Its always the same thing but still i give a nervous hello

Even though the whole worlds stops listening, i only need you to hear me

The further you are the hardened my heart becomes, please listen to me

Farther, and farther, fortune works wherever

Will i be able to see you?

-even if i can't have you

Even if its only a meaningless dream

Even if i hide and watch from far away

even if you don't know who i am

Darling, why are you not smiling today?

It would be nice if it was not a big problem

I couldnt look at your face filled with anxiety

It would be better if i was in pain but the impossibility of that brings regret

Hold me, the one who could respond to your question of how are you?

Cant come close, can;t touch, youre the one i cant hold

Im going to go meet you tonight in my dreams

Even if in my dreams everyone ridicules my love

Even though everyone says i am crazy and the entire world disappears

Babe you belong to me, but why are the worthless multitudes talking you away?

No, there is no way. ill make you see only me

ill give you everything, ill make your lips meet mine, ill go get the world and give it to you

Ill make it so you can never leave me, ill keep you in my sunken heart

You are my star

you are my world

you are the only one who satisfies my desires in the world

dedicating this thing i wrote

To all the broken hearts out there

♥

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